These cold nights are closing in on me I can't sleep and I'm losing everything money is gone and no one fucks with me I did try but it's taking a toll on me to make you hear me out but all I get is another broken heart I'm tired of everything I'm tired of all the pain I'm tired of feeling tired I can't keep being this I'm tired crying out and I just want to laugh and live with you between my arms These days have been taking way too long We work but nothing really pays them off I'm desperate for this life It's in my blood, in my heart and in this path I walk But it's too late for that Cause I'm about to give Give up more

I see nothing anymore I feel abandoned I feel so tired I feel like I want to drown In my tears I take another pill It calms me down to sleep I crave all the bad things I crave more pain In me more

In the dark of my mind, I'm lost and I can't find The light that once shined bright, now just a distant design Heavy chains weigh me down, like a shipwreck in the sea I'm drowning in my thoughts, unable to break free Voices whisper in my ear, "You're not enough, you'll never be" A never-ending storm, that's how my heart feels, you see I put on a brave face, but inside I'm falling apart Trying to find a start But still, I hold on to hope, a glimmer in the night A chance that things will change, and the darkness will take flight And though it's hard to see, I know I'm not alone In this struggle, this fight, I'll rise above, back to the throne more